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I'm not mad at Ellen DeGeneres.  I'm mad sometimes about how Tim Burton thinks I don't have modern culture acquired maybe and at how he's pointedly racist towards my liking.  I'm mad about the hysterics and antics I feel reverberating from what just came up as a vision connected to as though Johnny Depp did something ... and then got the message someone else was constantly doing something.

Well, it seems I got some bad clicks in my room from Ellen DeGeneres.  I got some thoughts about her I didn't like, but I'm ignoring them.  I was kind of mad at her before, but I don't remember why, but I wasn't very mad...  Well, kinda like with Tim Burton.  I think I just was mad at the n word thing.  I think she moved on and decided people such as myself or just me is a nigger.

Help me!

So, can anyone help me?  I thought I was supposed to call someone the n word as an ice breaker, and everyone surrounded me like without me being able to address it somehow.

Not Being European

I'm getting the drift that people "don't want me to be European."  '3I

A Big Deal

Wow, is it such a big problem that I try to make myself feel and sometimes others make me feel.

Wow, I just lost it.

Well, it's out, and that was the point.  I just didn't know what to say.  I guess I'm just trying to say that I'm fed up with this and don't agree and want an answer.  I know this has all been a waste of my life and stuff, obviously, and I'm not here to talk about it.  :|

Letting Hatred Fly

Wow, Tim Burton sure lets hatred fly-y!

Thinking About Things

I don't appreciate how Ellen DeGeneres delves into things without thinking.  I think I'm in a lot of trouble.  I'm kinda feeling dainty or something.  It's hard, I can never relax anymore.

Where You Live as a Teen

Why does Tim Burton think only people who lived in L.A. and Florida as a teen are okay?  He keeps sending out insults.  He is uncivil.  I am just mad.

Shouldn't Have Kids Now 3I

Ellen DeGeneres shouldn't have kids because the world went stupid since Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.

Problem

I just realized no one cares I lost my female thing and are making a big fuss 24-7 about the n word thing since it happened 3 years ago.  Can you believe it?  I mean, don't you think it's senseless?

STOP

I'M GONNA *beep* YOU ALL IF YOU DON'T ALL SHUT UP ABOUT MY DAD!

I AM VERY TOUCHY ABOUT HIM!  I'M GONNA *beep* YOU ALL!

STOP

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I'm going to *beep* my doctor.

Also, if it was diagnosed to me in the experiment, I wonder what that would mean.  You shouldn't call the police on me.  I'm gonna *beep* the Orlando police.  They left me there.  They wouldn't listen!  ':0

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Oh, I'm so sorry, my oldest aunt has no children.

Oh, I'm so sorry, Ellen DeGeneres.

ANYONE ELSE OFFENDED!

Problem

You know, I need every moment.  It's really annoying when people take their time out to hurt me emotionally or psychiatrically or chemically.  I mean, I've been hearing other worldly noises.  Before, I kept feeling judged in private for the n word thing.  The summer came, and my brother was home.  Then, the clicks in my room began, for some reason, like how I saw ghosts when "Ghost Adventures" started.

Ellen DeGeneres is not from L.A., like my family is not from Florida.  3I

You know, like Tim Burton, I feel that he has a problem with people like me racially, even though I just like being white though I do appreciate other cultures.  I mean, like everything I think is wrong.  It's because of mistakes I made, but these mistakes weren't very big.  I didn't do anything big on purpose.  I'm being attacked for fun.  I get these thoughts because of thinking Tim Burton was posting to me calling me not white and then tricked me into the n word thing or the people in the experiment.

So, supposedly since I had a hard time remembering to write my cousin it's so bad.  I felt like I was made to not think about it, though, really, and that makes me more mad because people will just get mad at my mom for it.  Then, it's the thing where I ended up funning my dad.  Woah, that's a big deal to me.  Then, what, I gained weight and couldn't find myself all as a teenager living in the New Orleans area.  It hurts to gain weight and do it by losing sleep and not really eating a lot.  xp

I just realized I'm kinda made up lightly being from the Florida coast and not being robust until now when I got fat.  One thing irritates me physically and then I can't think.  I also realized I was made up kinda overly slick and then sorta built up more rumply and rough, like those Russian dolls.  Then, I moved to the New Orleans area but couldn't quit unwind.

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How I Became Fatter and FATTER

I ate sweets one day up north during a hurricane in college.  I was withdrawn after I got too sick to take a test.  I stayed at home, sharing a bedroom.  8>  I got so plump!  I even took ballet once or twice a week, for adults.  I went back to college and took 2 advanced ballet programs at the college, the minor and the prep after school at nights.  I didn't have time to go to the gym.  I got fat.  I went sometimes.  I was off my diet, for some reason, guess I got tired of it or just got off.  ^8^  Finally, I had to come home.  I gained more weight after the mental hospital on pizza.  I gained weight not exercising, as well as not leaving my room during the day, when my family was up and about.  Well, it was bad Pizza Pockets from Costco.  :p  I was jogging, but I wasn't eating healthily.  I wanted to before all this happened.  I was some.  I just got interrupted.

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