Look, people won't stop kidding with me to be impressive. They keep overreacting to every little thing I do online and anything that passes my mind, somehow.
Something else basic you might want to know is people made me so mad with racism that I got so mad I didn't know what to do. I broke my laptop.
I'm mad. My dad keeps kidding with his messages. He was very threatening around me since the n word thing. I'm tired of Ellen DeGeneres also overreacting to little things but wouldn't care otherwise. Maybe, she's just like a disease or whatever you call those dangerous organisms. Virus. He's following the logic he thinks others really have and saying that if something bad happens it happens to others. When I ate at a restaurant, he made my stomach turn on in a bad way at a waitress. Later, after watching Ellen DeGeneres, it turned on and pumped a lot and I had an intense dream. Then, I felt like my stomach was filled with that. He was eyeing me like he "knew" how I felt, really in an evil way. Can you believe it? LISTEN TO ME! It's still like that. Also, I'm getting an influx of messages. Supposedly, my life is messed up, but I don't believe that. Since Tim Burton, I don't believe it. He thinks that at any moment someone will do something really suggestive to you and that if you're constantly in check this will have warded them off.
I don't care about Ellen DeGeneres following logic of others claiming she is great in the way she is. Oh no, I feel bad and just forgot what I was thinking. Well, why am I put up to watch her show, which I like, and then have to put up with experiencing her, as though "I 'don't deserve 'it.''" That's not "what" makes her "prestigious" and well-respected. The world is ruined since Johnny Depp. Especially Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
I'm being treated like I need help in ways I don't. I'm being fun of for being poor.
Showing posts with label Ellen DeGeneres. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ellen DeGeneres. Show all posts
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Dream
I dreamed I was in gymnastics class and I was hovering over a bar. Ellen DeGeneres was the teacher. Well, I was sorta sitting on it. It just gave me a nice fuzzy feeling like I wanted more.
Monitoring Your Attitude
So, I had an idea recently that you can't just be strict on others and not yourself.
So, I'm getting constant messages at the moment in retrospect to Ellen DeGeneres. She seems to sorta go by herself as a kid. I find it hard to connect because I found like only 2 cute pictures of me and 1 of them I can't find. I mean, I was never very ugly but never very cute. My features were more rounded. You could tell I wanted to look like blonde kids, with hair a little lighter than hers.
So, she acts so positive, but I don't think she really is, if these messages I'm getting are things she believes.
Well, it all started, I was sleeping and I got the message, like my mom closed the laundry door ... and it made me think my dad wanted to go to the gym after work. I feel I'm just being tested for "wanting" others to do things. I don't find my dad particularly sexy in many ways, though I can disclaim what you think this means. I feel instilled in me was hatred, like maybe I "just don't care about my dad really." I feel my life is being matched with his, and it's making me very mad. I'm the one who's being good and different, too. I put a message on Twitter for fun that if these people talked to my dad, they couldn't talk to me. I don't even remember which Twitter. I could definitely dig that up. I mean, Twitter is not necessarily something where I will change accounts in a timely manner. The other problem is he used to come home always at 6 or 6:30. I was really hungry.
I realized something else about Ellen DeGeneres. With the messages I'm getting, I realized she hurts you and acts like she didn't do it.
So, about my dad, I grew up kinda tired and malnutritioned but fed as a baby. It wasn't fun. I liked having a little Chic-Fil-A and Pina Colada. Why does everyone know about that? It feels like the whole world has known that for a long, long time. It was night, and we came home on a bus. However, I felt like I was just an ugly person with dull skin and hair. I wasn't much of a doer for some reason. I am so mad with how my mom equates me with my dad. I posted something online about her because I was feeling it, and it stopped the feeling. She's taking out anger on me, like people like my dad. Why did she do the laundry so late? I know I had mine there. I WILL NOT BE ASSOCIATED WITH MY DAD. He's been acting so gay since the n word thing. He's never got on with me when I tried, and people are "blaming" me, when you don't have to have such a relation with your dad. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOM? She's always been protective of me to my dad. She was being mean to me because of the n word thing. I could just **** apart anyone who does this even a little bit. I felt stimulated in my crotch in a way I do not like. I don't know why people get stimulated in certain areas. I just feel that's what everyone's doing. I know that certain areas are more stimulated.
So, I'm getting constant messages at the moment in retrospect to Ellen DeGeneres. She seems to sorta go by herself as a kid. I find it hard to connect because I found like only 2 cute pictures of me and 1 of them I can't find. I mean, I was never very ugly but never very cute. My features were more rounded. You could tell I wanted to look like blonde kids, with hair a little lighter than hers.
So, she acts so positive, but I don't think she really is, if these messages I'm getting are things she believes.
Well, it all started, I was sleeping and I got the message, like my mom closed the laundry door ... and it made me think my dad wanted to go to the gym after work. I feel I'm just being tested for "wanting" others to do things. I don't find my dad particularly sexy in many ways, though I can disclaim what you think this means. I feel instilled in me was hatred, like maybe I "just don't care about my dad really." I feel my life is being matched with his, and it's making me very mad. I'm the one who's being good and different, too. I put a message on Twitter for fun that if these people talked to my dad, they couldn't talk to me. I don't even remember which Twitter. I could definitely dig that up. I mean, Twitter is not necessarily something where I will change accounts in a timely manner. The other problem is he used to come home always at 6 or 6:30. I was really hungry.
I realized something else about Ellen DeGeneres. With the messages I'm getting, I realized she hurts you and acts like she didn't do it.
So, about my dad, I grew up kinda tired and malnutritioned but fed as a baby. It wasn't fun. I liked having a little Chic-Fil-A and Pina Colada. Why does everyone know about that? It feels like the whole world has known that for a long, long time. It was night, and we came home on a bus. However, I felt like I was just an ugly person with dull skin and hair. I wasn't much of a doer for some reason. I am so mad with how my mom equates me with my dad. I posted something online about her because I was feeling it, and it stopped the feeling. She's taking out anger on me, like people like my dad. Why did she do the laundry so late? I know I had mine there. I WILL NOT BE ASSOCIATED WITH MY DAD. He's been acting so gay since the n word thing. He's never got on with me when I tried, and people are "blaming" me, when you don't have to have such a relation with your dad. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOM? She's always been protective of me to my dad. She was being mean to me because of the n word thing. I could just **** apart anyone who does this even a little bit. I felt stimulated in my crotch in a way I do not like. I don't know why people get stimulated in certain areas. I just feel that's what everyone's doing. I know that certain areas are more stimulated.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Dream
I just dreamed I was rewriting my dream.
The bad part was my dad came in and I slammed my colored pencil into the sofa chair. he came back again and I did the same thing. He was sitting on it next to me and my finger pressed against his finger tip, and I felt a little ball of energy like smash.
So, I was writing about my experience.
So, I remember I was next to my cousin. I said she was so cute but indicated I didn't want to be like her. My grandma was hovering over us. I think I was sleeping on a couch bed in sheets. It was rather miserable. There was something about her mom in it.
I guess I had another dream before this. I was on a trip. I was getting food. I tasted some of a wrap and put it back. It looked like I hadn't. I came back and there was nothing I could by. There was a small bowl of small shrimp and marinara for $12.99. I was to go on a plane. My aunt's husband was there. I think I was at the store, and his daughter came in, who's older than me, and I said hi. The person working at the store was Ellen DeGeneres. She like smiled. I found a little stuffed elephant keychain that was about 2 inches tall. There were 2 other sizes and some orange ones, that were kinda flat. The biggest size was maybe 5 inches. The other was maybe 2-3 inches. I think I got it. I was at a big store going down the aisles, and it seemed like a big, clean store back in the early 90s maybe. I asked if it was the same candy in each aisle. I said there were no big M&Ms in 1 aisle. I got them. I reached into my pocket for the cash, maybe a $10, $5, some $1 bills and coins. I think it was like $12 or $15. It was like a package bag. The M&Ms were big and round but probably not peanut-filled. I have a feeling I was carried for some reason after. We were on the sidewalk wondering about the pain ride. I said you should have told me. I thought getting food would only be 2 minutes, not 5.
The dream I described 1st was pretty long. I had written a lot. There was the idea someone gave me you write about your life and show people in a binder. So, I was gonna put these papers online. I had a section of little paragraphs like poems. It was about what I had dreamed. The pencil. I think they saw. I think they saw me get mad later. I felt insulted, but then the message made sense. I just had bad chemistry psychiatrically. It's too bad, I thought I was settling down from being mad last night.
I wanted help for "what I actually did." My dad came home, and we were in a more public-looking place. My mom was gaping at my thought.
The bad part was my dad came in and I slammed my colored pencil into the sofa chair. he came back again and I did the same thing. He was sitting on it next to me and my finger pressed against his finger tip, and I felt a little ball of energy like smash.
So, I was writing about my experience.
So, I remember I was next to my cousin. I said she was so cute but indicated I didn't want to be like her. My grandma was hovering over us. I think I was sleeping on a couch bed in sheets. It was rather miserable. There was something about her mom in it.
I guess I had another dream before this. I was on a trip. I was getting food. I tasted some of a wrap and put it back. It looked like I hadn't. I came back and there was nothing I could by. There was a small bowl of small shrimp and marinara for $12.99. I was to go on a plane. My aunt's husband was there. I think I was at the store, and his daughter came in, who's older than me, and I said hi. The person working at the store was Ellen DeGeneres. She like smiled. I found a little stuffed elephant keychain that was about 2 inches tall. There were 2 other sizes and some orange ones, that were kinda flat. The biggest size was maybe 5 inches. The other was maybe 2-3 inches. I think I got it. I was at a big store going down the aisles, and it seemed like a big, clean store back in the early 90s maybe. I asked if it was the same candy in each aisle. I said there were no big M&Ms in 1 aisle. I got them. I reached into my pocket for the cash, maybe a $10, $5, some $1 bills and coins. I think it was like $12 or $15. It was like a package bag. The M&Ms were big and round but probably not peanut-filled. I have a feeling I was carried for some reason after. We were on the sidewalk wondering about the pain ride. I said you should have told me. I thought getting food would only be 2 minutes, not 5.
The dream I described 1st was pretty long. I had written a lot. There was the idea someone gave me you write about your life and show people in a binder. So, I was gonna put these papers online. I had a section of little paragraphs like poems. It was about what I had dreamed. The pencil. I think they saw. I think they saw me get mad later. I felt insulted, but then the message made sense. I just had bad chemistry psychiatrically. It's too bad, I thought I was settling down from being mad last night.
I wanted help for "what I actually did." My dad came home, and we were in a more public-looking place. My mom was gaping at my thought.
Not a Bribe 8I
I feel as though me losing my female thing is a bribe as a fan of Ellen DeGeneres. However, it was not good for me, and I don't think I should have it removed.
Being Selfless
So, Ellen DeGeneres inherently believes it is selfless to not like your kids. I totally disagree with that side of thinking to exist at all. It doesn't exist for me. I got indicated that it was forced upon others, but I believe it is also a decision and that no one in their right mind would ever make the wrong decision unless they are imperfect.
A Very Bad Thing
So, it really is a very bad thing. Even if there is someone cool like Ellen DeGeneres without kids, though maybe she can still have kids. I guess she should plan to have a daughter ASAP, except she needs a good man. Don't ask me for anyone because I don't know anyone who's like touchy feely like her.
My Female Thing
Isn't it horrible I lost my female thing? Well, I had it a little, earlier today. =} I mean, think about it. It didn't just like come more. Oops! I forgot that's what other meds do. I don't know why I stood it. I really don't. It's my aunt's fault! '8{
I'm uncomfortable following Ellen DeGeneres. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp had their kids, late. I feel as though that's the reason I don't have my female thing. There really are 2 major points. My body changed taking the meds, though I had some problems and it probably fixed some, though I didn't need it, which is like illegal.. The other problem is I think everyone cares that their female thing is good, in case they have a baby, most people wanting one someday. I guess I'm uncomfortable because of Ellen, but I'm kinda mad at the whole situation, to be honest. I'm mostly mad about the important part, not about how I feel. I mean, I know it's sorta an idea I am not having kids now, but will I someday? I guess it saves it for later. It's just altogether detrimental to have your decaying female thing.
I'm uncomfortable following Ellen DeGeneres. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp had their kids, late. I feel as though that's the reason I don't have my female thing. There really are 2 major points. My body changed taking the meds, though I had some problems and it probably fixed some, though I didn't need it, which is like illegal.. The other problem is I think everyone cares that their female thing is good, in case they have a baby, most people wanting one someday. I guess I'm uncomfortable because of Ellen, but I'm kinda mad at the whole situation, to be honest. I'm mostly mad about the important part, not about how I feel. I mean, I know it's sorta an idea I am not having kids now, but will I someday? I guess it saves it for later. It's just altogether detrimental to have your decaying female thing.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Ma-a-ad
I'm not mad at Ellen DeGeneres. I'm mad sometimes about how Tim Burton thinks I don't have modern culture acquired maybe and at how he's pointedly racist towards my liking. I'm mad about the hysterics and antics I feel reverberating from what just came up as a vision connected to as though Johnny Depp did something ... and then got the message someone else was constantly doing something.
Well, it seems I got some bad clicks in my room from Ellen DeGeneres. I got some thoughts about her I didn't like, but I'm ignoring them. I was kind of mad at her before, but I don't remember why, but I wasn't very mad... Well, kinda like with Tim Burton. I think I just was mad at the n word thing. I think she moved on and decided people such as myself or just me is a nigger.
Well, it seems I got some bad clicks in my room from Ellen DeGeneres. I got some thoughts about her I didn't like, but I'm ignoring them. I was kind of mad at her before, but I don't remember why, but I wasn't very mad... Well, kinda like with Tim Burton. I think I just was mad at the n word thing. I think she moved on and decided people such as myself or just me is a nigger.
Thinking About Things
I don't appreciate how Ellen DeGeneres delves into things without thinking. I think I'm in a lot of trouble. I'm kinda feeling dainty or something. It's hard, I can never relax anymore.
Shouldn't Have Kids Now 3I
Ellen DeGeneres shouldn't have kids because the world went stupid since Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.
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I'm going to *beep* my doctor.
Also, if it was diagnosed to me in the experiment, I wonder what that would mean. You shouldn't call the police on me. I'm gonna *beep* the Orlando police. They left me there. They wouldn't listen! ':0
x x x - x x x - x x x
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Oh, I'm so sorry, my oldest aunt has no children.
Oh, I'm so sorry, Ellen DeGeneres.
ANYONE ELSE OFFENDED!
Also, if it was diagnosed to me in the experiment, I wonder what that would mean. You shouldn't call the police on me. I'm gonna *beep* the Orlando police. They left me there. They wouldn't listen! ':0
x x x - x x x - x x x
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Oh, I'm so sorry, my oldest aunt has no children.
Oh, I'm so sorry, Ellen DeGeneres.
ANYONE ELSE OFFENDED!
Problem
You know, I need every moment. It's really annoying when people take their time out to hurt me emotionally or psychiatrically or chemically. I mean, I've been hearing other worldly noises. Before, I kept feeling judged in private for the n word thing. The summer came, and my brother was home. Then, the clicks in my room began, for some reason, like how I saw ghosts when "Ghost Adventures" started.
Ellen DeGeneres is not from L.A., like my family is not from Florida. 3I
You know, like Tim Burton, I feel that he has a problem with people like me racially, even though I just like being white though I do appreciate other cultures. I mean, like everything I think is wrong. It's because of mistakes I made, but these mistakes weren't very big. I didn't do anything big on purpose. I'm being attacked for fun. I get these thoughts because of thinking Tim Burton was posting to me calling me not white and then tricked me into the n word thing or the people in the experiment.
So, supposedly since I had a hard time remembering to write my cousin it's so bad. I felt like I was made to not think about it, though, really, and that makes me more mad because people will just get mad at my mom for it. Then, it's the thing where I ended up funning my dad. Woah, that's a big deal to me. Then, what, I gained weight and couldn't find myself all as a teenager living in the New Orleans area. It hurts to gain weight and do it by losing sleep and not really eating a lot. xp
I just realized I'm kinda made up lightly being from the Florida coast and not being robust until now when I got fat. One thing irritates me physically and then I can't think. I also realized I was made up kinda overly slick and then sorta built up more rumply and rough, like those Russian dolls. Then, I moved to the New Orleans area but couldn't quit unwind.
Ellen DeGeneres is not from L.A., like my family is not from Florida. 3I
You know, like Tim Burton, I feel that he has a problem with people like me racially, even though I just like being white though I do appreciate other cultures. I mean, like everything I think is wrong. It's because of mistakes I made, but these mistakes weren't very big. I didn't do anything big on purpose. I'm being attacked for fun. I get these thoughts because of thinking Tim Burton was posting to me calling me not white and then tricked me into the n word thing or the people in the experiment.
So, supposedly since I had a hard time remembering to write my cousin it's so bad. I felt like I was made to not think about it, though, really, and that makes me more mad because people will just get mad at my mom for it. Then, it's the thing where I ended up funning my dad. Woah, that's a big deal to me. Then, what, I gained weight and couldn't find myself all as a teenager living in the New Orleans area. It hurts to gain weight and do it by losing sleep and not really eating a lot. xp
I just realized I'm kinda made up lightly being from the Florida coast and not being robust until now when I got fat. One thing irritates me physically and then I can't think. I also realized I was made up kinda overly slick and then sorta built up more rumply and rough, like those Russian dolls. Then, I moved to the New Orleans area but couldn't quit unwind.
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